Its an emotional raining here..
people said that..
"There's always sunshine after the rain.."
so where's the hot sunny sunshine??
>>> the question seems to be improper or immoral..perhaps..<<<
i dont wish to question it but instead my mind keep on asking n asking..
when is my turn to feel the sweet hot sunshine?
cuz i always experienced gloomy days whenever the Sun is about to rise.. :(

oh no!
supposed not to ask this kind of question my dear mind!
then i started to put on the white hat n the green hat too..
and open my eyes..
open my mind..
keep on wondering,,questioning,,look up for clues..
this universe is so vast..so the answer must be there..
lets ponder Suhaini..
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oh my~
I am blessed..
cuz there were umbrellas..to protect me from the rain
n hot towel to keep me warm n standing still..


tQ frens,,,
u are just one of the most precious gift given to mankind
to prove that Allah is always care for u..n will never leave u behind
bearing all the pains n burdens alone..
to u frens,,,thanks for walking along with me..
sharing the tears of pain
and the tears of happiness...
i will always remember that even when im dying
or even when im dancing in the rainbow..
forget u fren..
no!