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disini..
im not trying to be an expert in LOVE or CINTA!
juz to share my piece of thought
perhaps,,its included my experience as well
As we all aware,,CINTA is so vast in meaning
its even subjective
it depends on how you perceived it..n translated it
but generally,,LOVE is symbolized by the symbol of Heart
for me,,it is a very adorable symbol :)

again LOVE..
is apart of human's nature..
for me,,,
i live in this world and feel so blessed
as i surrounded by people that love me
my parents,,my family members,,my frens,,my neighbours,,my relatives..etc
it made me even happier when the first time i felt the love of my fiance
as i never love a person out of my family that much
its like a disease that cannot be cured
its like u lost in the world that u dont want to escape from it
n the love towrds him continues..
out of pain
out of tears
and out of time..
as the time passed by,,,its been more than 8years
i really cant wait to be half of him officially
it is because..,
i am so much in love with him
its like i cant loose him..
a lot of problem aroused these days
is it because its "dugaan bertunang" as old folks always talked about?
i dont know..
no one can ever explain how the pain was
only Allah the almighty knows..
and i dont know how i managed to just face this obstacle
its Allah's help definitely
Alhamdulillah..
OK!
back to the topic,,"Cinta Yang Satu"
is referring to the love that we should only addressed to..
The Love towards Allah The Creator
As HE owns us..
HE owns everything..
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
When my fiance hurt me out of betrayal
i feel like empty..i feel like night all the time
i fell like what went wrong?
lots of question i want to posed...
and none of them seems to be answered
at that time
my chest here feel like to burst..
i feel like i wanna run...but i dont know where to go
i feel like i wanna right click and just delete all that might brings to him
it was so hurt that u cant juz cry loudly
its your soul whose cried inside..
but thats all juz passed away..
i managed to face it
its because of ALLAH's help
who else?!
then,,
i started close myself to Allah
it makes me feel so calm
my chest can breath easily back
the moment i submit myself to HIM
i cried so much
its not because of the pain my fiance has done to me
but its more about what i've done to Allah
that is why my fiance betray over me..
its because..
i give more attention to the love towards human other than to The Creator
its all because of me
i let myself drown in worldly affairs
i forgot my responsibility as Allah's respresentative on Earth
i forgot my duty
i juz buzy myself towards the love to my fiance
until i forgot the one that give me the real "heart" n the one who created the feeling of LOVE
its Allah..
im so ashamed of myself
how could i do this!
Allah has to give me pain(that is my fiance's betrayal) to claim HIS LOVE
if i dont experience the pain,,
im sure,
i will still drown in the worldly affairs and forgot about my actual duty