YOU'RE STILL THE ONE...

When the first time i saw u...

I saw love...

And the first time u touched me..

I felt love..

And after all this time,,,

You're still the ONE I LOVE..




Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Cinta Yang satu

Kita selalu dgr akn ungkapan CINTA!

Banyak definisi serta explanation tentang CINTA!

banyak lagu2..syair pujangga..serta madah tentang CINTA!

tak lupa juga filem-filem lakonan semuanya berkisar tentang CINTA!

disini..

im not trying to be an expert in LOVE or CINTA!

juz to share my piece of thought

perhaps,,its included my experience as well

As we all aware,,CINTA is so vast in meaning

its even subjective

it depends on how you perceived it..n translated it

but generally,,LOVE is symbolized by the symbol of Heart

for me,,it is a very adorable symbol :)



again LOVE..

is apart of human's nature..

for me,,,

i live in this world and feel so blessed

as i surrounded by people that love me

my parents,,my family members,,my frens,,my neighbours,,my relatives..etc

it made me even happier when the first time i felt the love of my fiance

as i never love a person out of my family that much

its like a disease that cannot be cured

its like u lost in the world that u dont want to escape from it

n the love towrds him continues..

out of pain

out of tears

and out of time..

as the time passed by,,,its been more than 8years

i really cant wait to be half of him officially

it is because..,

i am so much in love with him

its like i cant loose him..

a lot of problem aroused these days

is it because its "dugaan bertunang" as old folks always talked about?

i dont know..

no one can ever explain how the pain was

only Allah the almighty knows..

and i dont know how i managed to just face this obstacle

its Allah's help definitely

Alhamdulillah..

OK!

back to the topic,,"Cinta Yang Satu"

is referring to the love that we should only addressed to..

The Love towards Allah The Creator

As HE owns us..

HE owns everything..

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

When my fiance hurt me out of betrayal

i feel like empty..i feel like night all the time

i fell like what went wrong?

lots of question i want to posed...

and none of them seems to be answered

at that time

my chest here feel like to burst..

i feel like i wanna run...but i dont know where to go

i feel like i wanna right click and just delete all that might brings to him

it was so hurt that u cant juz cry loudly

its your soul whose cried inside..

but thats all juz passed away..

i managed to face it

its because of ALLAH's help

who else?!

then,,

i started close myself to Allah

it makes me feel so calm

my chest can breath easily back

the moment i submit myself to HIM

i cried so much

its not because of the pain my fiance has done to me

but its more about what i've done to Allah

that is why my fiance betray over me..

its because..

i give more attention to the love towards human other than to The Creator

its all because of me

i let myself drown in worldly affairs

i forgot my responsibility as Allah's respresentative on Earth

i forgot my duty

i juz buzy myself towards the love to my fiance

until i forgot the one that give me the real "heart" n the one who created the feeling of LOVE

its Allah..

im so ashamed of myself

how could i do this!

Allah has to give me pain(that is my fiance's betrayal) to claim HIS LOVE

if i dont experience the pain,,

im sure,

i will still drown in the worldly affairs and forgot about my actual duty