Ku Ada Kamu...

Di kala ku kehilangan di dalam kegelapan
Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk
Di kala ku kesedihan Kau ukirkan senyuman
Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh..

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku..
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagiku..ada KAMU

Dikala aku tak pasti kau tampil dengan berani
membimbing agar lebih yakin
Dan bila hidup penuh soalan
Kau berikan jawapan
Melengkap semua kekurangan..

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh..

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku..
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku..ada KAMU..

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu
Hidup tanpa doronganmu

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku..
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku..ada KAMU..



(SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY MUM N MY FIANCE..)
(U ARE MY LIFE..)

~Memberatkan Pada Yang Meringankan:: Wajarkah?

Wajarkah sekiranya..
kamu memberatkan
sedangkan dia meringankan...?

kamu merisaukan pada yang membiarkan...

mengapa harus diberatkan dan dirisaukan?

dan kenapa kamu meringankan lalu membiarkan...?

berat rasa hati memberatkan..
gusar lagi apabila diringankan..

sentiasa tahu, tak harus begini
namun siapalah logika berbanding degil hati
tetap memilih memberatkan dirinya
kerana jika ia memilih ringan,,,
maka padanya..
rasa merah itu pasti sudah tiada
kerna baginya,,
meskipun berat,,,
merah tetap terus menyala!

................

lalu kamu pula...?
kenapa ringan???
adakah kerana tiada lagi merah??
tidak sekali!
bukan kerna merahnya hilang
tapi kerna..
kamu hanya mengambil ringan
kerna kamu sentiasa percaya
merahnya sang puteri tak bakal hilang
walau berjarak..
silau merah dia tetap kamu rasa..
walau puteri rasa berat sampai patah
serpihannya nnti pasti tetap merah!

~kamu juga yakin puteri itu hebat menangkis berat bukan?

sang puteri memang hebat..
mampu menangkis berat
namun puteri idam pembakar semangat!
supaya yang berat itu menjadi hangat
lau mengasyikkan

Getting Pampered and Becoming Spoiled

As a women...
Do u enjoyed of being pampered..?

Talking about myself..

In my family, i am the youngest female members..
there are only three flowers in my family..my mum..my sister n ME.. =)



I cant figure out wether i was too 'manja'..or not
tak pernah pon rasa d manjakan....or tak rasa pon memanjakan diri..
hihi..
but somehow,,,some ppl say i was too manja..
my sis always said i was too lembik..(as refer to always sakit sana sini)
and my brother few times said i am a "puteri lilin" (as refer to..i will get migraine if exposed directly under the hot sun light..)




and my mum concluded that...thats because i was too manja..
huh
still,,tak nak terima kenyataan kah? huhu~

As a women..
As a lover..and a fiance of my mr. kyno.. =) =) =)

i love to be pampered by himself..
although he is an army officer...(thats because ppl always look army as 'kasar')
believe me...
he is so sweet..(romantic sgt!)
bak kata Shaheizy Sam,, in Adnan Sempit Movie,,, "Dalam Hati ada Taman".. :P



And the question is..."Is there any relationship between being pampered and becoming spoiled??"

the question was posed because in some ocassions,,i do agree this co-relation..

let's flashback.....

last weekend..
early in morning he called me to go for breakfast..
we met then,,go to breakfast..dating..movies..taking pictures..love moment..etc..
on that day..
i can see trough his eyes,,that he loves me so deep..
deeper than before..
on that day,,
he really pampered me a lot..
feels like a princess..
the day just filled with joy and laughs
definitely love is in the air..=)
the way he treat me,,,
was so amazing than the early days we being a couple 8 years ago






and the time passed..
until we need to say good bye..
he needs to go back to Terendak..
my eyes pooled with tears..
as i dont wish to let him leave..

the night then i couldnt sleep..
all the laughs..the affections..
the sparkling of his eyes..the way he looked my eyes..
the way he spoke..the way he hold my hands..
oh my..
this 'angau' continues..
the next..n next n..next night..
until last nite
everytime wanna hear his voice...






OK..enough flashback!
back to present moment...

i feel i was too spoiled becoz i was too pampered!
the great amazing kebabommm treatment make me sick!
"the love sick!"

too much pampered and becoming spoiled n ngada- ngada!

thank God..i can control myself not too overwhelmed..and disturb him..
coz he is a busy man.."Berkhidmat untuk Negara"
hehe..ada jugak kacau2..
yet..
he is so sweet that he always there to layan this stubborn fiancee of him..
cant wait to meet u this week honey!

as always..i love u!

Dulu Dan Sekarang..

Dulu dan Sekarang..
jauh berbeza..
kanak-kanak dulu dan sekarang
remaja dahulu dan masa kini
segalanyalah..!

anak-anak dahulu..
bermain gasing,bermain guli,,bermain masak-masak,,kawin-kawin..
ibu kata jangan!
tertunduklah sepi..
patuh tanpa ragu

anak-anak sekarang..
playstaion..facebook..myspace..futsal..bowling..
ibu kata jangan!
dia jawab sebentar lagi ibu..
ibu larang lagi
dia jawab..alaaa ibu ni..
ibu menyuruh..
dia ada debat tersendiri..

remaja dahulu..
di sekolah..oh terjumpa..jeling-jeling senyum..
di tempat mengaji..
hee~ dia pandang lagi..
senyum-senyum malu..
mau bersembang di luar..
aku ragu-ragu mugkin ibu tahu..
oh tidak,,,tak mahu ibu malu..
hari berlalu..
eh-eh...dia suka padaku..?
surat kata ingin berjumpa..
aku jawab datangla rumah..
dia datang membawa hantaran..
=)

remaja masa kini..
senyum-senyum di sekolah..
berapa nombor HP mu?
jeling-jeling di tuition..
mau add aku??
gambar gembira bersama di facebook..
jom lepak minum bersama-sama?
sms sampai ke mlm..
hehe~we love each other..
kalau kekal..alhamdulillah lama kami bercinta
kalau tidak~~huu~ tiada jodoh aku dan dia..

tak semestinya remaja kini tidak baik..
tak juga anak-anak dahulu terlalu bagus..
namun..
oh ibu..oh ayah..adakah hanya terletak di bahumu?
dimanakah ajaran yang tersedia dalam hati mereka?
segalanya ada..
mereka yg harus memilih itu baik..oh tidak itu berdosa..

yang saya lihat anak sekarang mempunyai sedikit autonomi..
berani untuk berkata tidak
berani beralasan
berani berisiko..
mengapa ya??

adakah kerana kita terlalu di mamah usia?
jadi tidak memahami alaf ini?
mugkin juga kerna masa yang terlalu pantas berlari?
sehingga tak terasa perubahan era kini
atau teknologi dan kemodenan yang terlalu mendewasakn generasi alaf ini???
sehingga perangai baru tercipta tersedia..
hmm..

Dont Take Things for Granted..

Oh my...
Dont take things for granted..
coz u'll never expect that..
i will know

Dont take it for granted
coz u never realized that..
its within my piece of cake

Dont take things for granted babe,
coz out of sweet day
the storm could hits to the ground

And Dont take things for granted dear..
sooner or later
now or then
sweeter or bitter
u goona be surprised
coz tadaaa!
i knew it already

lets see how it goes..
letting to see how the game is played
then it would be real fun
as the truth will never hide
because...
babe..
U TAKE IT FOR GRANTED!

The Journey of Cerita Cinta 2002-2010

Cinta...
adakah insan mengetahui maksudnya?
cinta..
hadirmu penuh debaran..
pergimu penuh tangisan..
mengapa harus begitu?
mengapa mesti begini?
cinta..
bila kau menari di hati,
bagai bulan jatuh ke riba
bila kau meninggalkan pentas jiwa,
bagai taufan melanda sukma
kau kejam!! kau kejam!!
cinta...
janganlah sedimikian rupa
tidakkah kau berasa kasihan?
akan pemuja cinta
akan teruna dara
yang bersumpah setia
agar kau kekal lama
di jiwa naluri mereka

(Dec 2002)

Malam sunyi sepi,
aku sendiri lagi
rindu merantai diri
tidak tertahan hati...menagisi
pemergian kekasih hati..
Ahh!!!
aku bosan..
aku bingung
aku canggung
malam pekat..bayu dingin..alun sumbang..
pendamping kini
kemana kasih??
kemana sayang??
kemana cinta??
aku rindu..
aku sayu..
aku tunggu
akan kamu
pulang kepangkuanku..

(Dec 2002)

Kerna kamu..
aku di benam rindu
di hentam ragu
di telan sayu
kerna kamu
aku merapu-rapu
tubuh istana rindu
untuk memadu cinta
memahat kasih
menggembur sayang bersama selamanya...
kerna kamu,
aku berbalah cabaran
berteman setia
mengenal pedih, serih, rindu akan kamu
kerna kamu
Ia!!! KAMU
kekasih hatiku

(2003)

Kasih nan satu..
jika kau rasa getarnya
membaranya rinduku
setianya cintaku
meronta, memanggil namamu
jika kau sedarinya
gelombang hatiku,sayunya jiwaku
menanti detik tatapan wajahmu
desiran lembut suaramu
pancaran cahaya di matamu
beriku seribu penawar
warna-warna pelangi cinta kita
mengukir cerita cinta
ketahuilah kasih
jika ku punya sayap
kau disana kan ku jelang
jika ku punya masa
akan ku imbas detik itu
kau lafaz kata hikmat
pencetus cinta kita
ayuh kasih,,
bisikkan sekali lagi..
biar beribu takku jemu
yang kau cinta padaku!
(2003)

Facial @ V-care, Sri Rampai Business Park

Last week i went for facial at v-care beauty centre...rampai business park, setapak jaya kuala lumpur..1st trial is rm 48..normal rate is rm 120...

The beautician clean my face with cleanser,,then toning,,mosturizing,,scrubbing,, then extracting..aduhh sakit betul...maybe my pimples were a bit stubborn kot..huhu..then she applying the acne solution to my pimples..feeling like mint n nice aroma too...she also give facial massage ,,thumbs up for this service..best sgt2..as i felt so relax..n calm..along with the aroma of the room...with the dim lightning...i felt all my stress juz walked away...huhu..
Then,,she put serum..n facial massage again along with neck massage...lama jugak..while massaging,,, she also press at certain point of my face...to improve blood circulation...oh my God..it feels so good...
Lastly she put mask...i think it was a seaweed mask...she put the mask all over my face covering eyes....feeling of cool sensation....

Usually,,after applying mask,,the beautician will leave us lying on the bed for half n hour kan...but at this salon,,, the beautician back massage me...after remove all the mask,,my skin feels so fresh n hydrated...n lastly,, the beautician tap to my face,,my neck n my coller-bone area with hot towel..

overall: im happy with the service..its worth to try :)
after few days of facial: my skin feels a bit dry for 2 days..then now,,all my pimples cleared up...